Post by [Midnight] on Jan 12, 2009 12:42:10 GMT -5
At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to sit
All alone in the dark
And dream about things
That I cannot say
You always said destiny
Would blow me away
And nothing's gonna blow me away
Cavanaugh Park
Where you used to take me
To play in the sand
And said to me, "Son, one day you'll be a man.
"And men can do terrible things."
Yes they can
And there was never any place
For someone like me to be
Totally happy
I'm running out of clock and that
Ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to think
That this life would be good
And I would do things
That I thought that I should
And no one's going to tear me down
Some things never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Where I used to sit
All alone in the dark
And dream about things
That I cannot say
You always said destiny
Would blow me away
And nothing's gonna blow me away
Justyn ran as deep into the foglands as he thought he should. It was the best place for him to go in order to be comfortable at home but unseen by packmates. And he was certainly not in the mood to be Duke and Myu's Beta at the moment. Not in the mood to bite others to get what he wanted.
Cavanaugh Park
Where you used to take me
To play in the sand
And said to me, "Son, one day you'll be a man.
"And men can do terrible things."
Yes they can
When he found himself a spongy spot to lay on, he let his head fall on his paws, and stared into the distance at nothing. His encounter with Esmerelda would probably have gone smoothly if it weren't for that black wolf that decided to show up and spark up Justyn's stress level. If there was one thing the burly wolf couldn't stand, it was wolves who thought they were better than everyone else. Wolves who made prejudgements about an enemy. Underestimated them.
He curled his lips and snarled, the thought of the whole conversation with his sister making him freshly angry again.
He curled his lips and snarled, the thought of the whole conversation with his sister making him freshly angry again.
And there was never any place
For someone like me to be
Totally happy
I'm running out of clock and that
Ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
If Esmerelda had just stopped for a moment and took the chance to get close to him like their childhood, she would have reconsidered most of what she had shouted at him. He knew she would have. She didn't know about Rose, didn't know about Duke and how he had let Justyn live just because he wanted to fight for life. She didn't know about the anger issues he was dealing with and how they would probably never just disappear. Not even if he pranced back to Dancing Stars like a little wuss, because it was dangerous, and nobody liked him. And what was her excuse for being disloyal? A selfish need to have no friends?
At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to think
That this life would be good
And I would do things
That I thought that I should
And no one's going to tear me down
He shifted his stiff legs; they were still wet and cold from his long trek through the rain. In fact, now that he actually paid attention to his surroundings, he noted how much he was shivering and how tired he was. A defeated feeling overcame him and he sighed, curling into a tight ball to warm himself up.
Some things never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Never do change